Noah

Was just watching this trailer



when I got reminded of this trailer



:D

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

new friend~

Just made a new friend in school, its a really good experience, not in the sense of establishing friendship and all that.
But rather challenged me emotionally.

It might sound funny to you,
but really, I dont want to be in any group, any clique, any dependency for the matter.

It just provides room for politics, for un-necessary gossip to come about.

So because of that, naturally a void is formed, (yup, was talking abt myself in the prev entry)
so then came this friend, (tt provided individual attention) :/

so happy la, struggle in the rooms of emotions...
But well,
Guess its good that way.
Gave me room to grow the inner self, understand the need and how to be strong even in the presence of individual attention.
The need to know how to maneuver my feelings and emotion,
When to address myself.

:D

thanks dude! your the best! just when I need this lesson.
You reminded me to be me. :D

God is good!

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

why?

why...
why...

:D

kk, my audience are lost. :D

Basically i'm wondering.
Why, why would it be that there are so many people who likes to play mind games just because they have the ability to.

What ever happen to being sincere?
So what if at the end of the day you achieve what you wanted?

knew so many friends that studied Psychology these days...

and

Whats up with people and masturbation.

Why do people focuse on the act but rather than look underneath and realize that there is a hidden problem beneath it that caused that act as a form of release...

*wonders*

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

namecards

...
received 2 name cards today...
Why teacher's dont have namecard de...

:/

*pouT*

I want to eat Ben n Jerry Ice-Cream~

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

Void

Victim of the Void...



Was being thrown into a victim of the void situation recently...
wats victim of the void?

Take for example.

Guy A went overseas to Study, leaving Girl A behind in the homeland.
Guy A didnt really have time to contact Girl A while he is away.

Girl A feels real lonely and down at times, all the while missing Guy A, couldnt reach him. This caused a void to be in Girl A's heart.

Then came along a school friend Guy B.
Now that Guy A is not around, Girl A turns to Guy B to share her feelings with.

Every single time she feels down and out, she would turn to Guy B.
Soon, the attention that Guy B provides fills the void in the Girl's heart.

Before anyone realizes, Girl A and Guy B was together.

I've seen so many relationship happens because of situation as such. As in having a void to fill.
Was really chemistry, the presence and connection of each other or was it just gratitude and good timing?

What keeps a relationship going?

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

someone.

:)

in staff room now...
its funny how I'm missing someone's attention.

Guess I really missed the times when I would chat with people,
and the most important part is, someone who knows who I am talking about,
able to relate and explain and talk about the problem...

Nevermind, guess I'm glad that the person's not here too. :)
cos if the person's here, the attention would gladly feed the hunger and grew into an even bigger appetite.

Depend not on man... for man will fail.

Hallelujah!

Oh ya, did I mention that I met my kid's mom?

the child thats on the row call for public canning.
Just when I am dressed down going to the hawker near my house to get food...
Goodness Gracious Me!

Be Bless!
Love,
Amanda

yesterday

God is good!



Was just looking at another friend's blog... wah... she has that song!
not that its any super great song or limited edition or something. Cos anything online will no longer by authentically limited edition.

just happened to be a song not yet sung as a worship or praise song and by our worship leader belle...

I am so jealous!

but oh well, we dont always get what we want do we?
:D
-

Was just last night I realize I lost my verse 3 of Ps 23
"He restores my soul;
He leads me on the paths of righteousness
For His name's sake"

I memorized Ps 23 long time ago.
hadnt been speaking it recently so verse 3 slipped off my mind.
:D

Was just reading it from the bible when "He restores my soul" jump up unto me. :)
Never really did look at it in a apply it to life way.

Has your soul been restored?
the times when you screamed out for a fresh touch from heaven, and He graced the event?
Thats restore my soul.

I'm so thankful for whats happening.

My work stole me away from the Lord for about 5 weeks. Literally.
so physically tired, and spiritually weak.

when my wake-up call came, *piak* across the face, then I realize, I've been feeding my physical body with rest, but what about my spirit man? have I been restored yet?
:)

I love the Lord, and I'm really grateful for His longsuffering, still standing by though I've been neglecting Him for almost 5 weeks, more than a month!

Oh ya ar, it shows, one can be going to church attends cellgroup, be presented as "involved" though the heart is a total stranger.

God is good!

*I'm coming back to the heart of worship, when its all about you... its about you Jesus*

Is your heart cold today?

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Went for choir pract last night. Was just chatting with a friend. Then I realize.
In the process of dating,
A young girl would more or less loss her ability to talk about anything else besides her relationship with the guy. :D In all conversations, there will be a little hint of him. :D

A young man, *though he's a man* will have a major part of his expenditure spend on the girl. and sometimes even pushing off his needs.

:D
well, that's wat I call a man that is madly in-love. :D

Was just observing, and I thought I saw a reflection of myself.
The very loud body language, talk alot, didnt think through the things I say.

I still talk alot, I still dont think twice about what I say sometimes, but God is good. My current job is the perfect job to help me clear it all off. :D

But guess what, being a chatterbox can be irritating sometimes.

Just like how one of my pupils who always have something to say, nonconstructive comments. Am I like that? do I have alot of un-necessary comments too? O_O
God to watch myself.

That draws me to the point.
Is it enough just to look cute? That itself is attractive to a guy?

Reminds me of what people would say.

"Looks cute la huh, but once she open her mouth... thats it"
:D

then again there are many sides to a person isn't there?

I pray that I'll be more and more like the Father each day. :)

A consecrated heart, mind and mouth.

Be Bless!
Love,
Amanda

P/s: I'm going to Sentosa later!!!! Hope its not going to be squeezing with the foreign workers since today is a public holiday. :)