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Was just reviewing some of the situations I was facing when I realize how I was dealing with some relationship.

Felt so sad for some friends.
Its like a case of
"Wo Ba ni dang bao, ni ba wo dang chao"
"I treat you like a precious gem, u treat me like a piece of grass"

looks like I got to start being nice to some people and step away from some others le.

I apologize if i treated u unwell ya? :)
Please know that I didnt do it intentionally.

Guess its the ready availability that causes such situation ba.

Somebody deserve your attention today.

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

man

Realized that it is fun to be going out with guy friends that you know you wont start a relationship with, or for the matter wont have a result with.

I like the openness in conversations, the opportunity to dig out the romantic ways the person will behave. That is especially even more fun when u know it be weird to ask someone else unless it has already been pre-decided.

Then again, when u begin to be so open, u would want to be someone, something more. Thats when its not possible. and the occasion calls for, it feels even more sadden.

But well, thats life, if u can be special to all that u are open with, then special isnt tt special anymore.

I'll just be nice and standby as a friend.

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

*pout*

haiz...

Just seen the sinsei...
5 DAYS Ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Because I am extremely image conscious so hor...

BANDAGE for 5 DAYS!!!!
THE AGONY!!!!

Pls now its like Holidays!

*CRY* *can u see the river*

I need soul repair...

*CRY*

*sOb* *SoB*

I feel so crippled lousy and useless!
*CrY*
TaO YeN!!!

was reading Chicken Soup for The Soul when I stumbled upon this,
"I sank into a chair next to him. From the kitchen came the clatter of pots and pans, and the smells of ham, fried chicken, mashed potatoes and gravy. Wilson opened his eyes and immediately searched for mine, as if to confirm that he hadnt left me yet. I finally admitted it. My son was dying."

that to me was a passage that describes a flood of emotions in split seconds.

How would it be like if I am bed-ridden. :D

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

Inner Strength

I sprain my ankle...
yet again...

then again, its at least 3 months since it happen.
Kind of anticipated ba. Its funny isnt it, anticipated yet did nothing to prevent it.
Guess its kind of like wat ever will happen will happen.

Was just thinking, how I react to my injuries, is that an indication as to how strong my inner strength is?

Just happen to be hearing from a friend about the situation he/she is facing, thats when I realize, truly inner strength isnt measured by reaction towards injuries, but it is measured by our reaction towards a situation that could otherwise be avoided.
How do you react when things didnt go exactly the way you want it to be?

What didnt break you will make u stronger.
Its horrible because you feel it is horrible. Since u know that it is horrible, dont keep reminding urself of it being horrible. Heard of Self-Fulfilling Prophesy?

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

self

SUper upset at myself....

Because of my self-centered-ness

I was upset with people who wants to do things that they want to do rather than do things that I want to do.

hmm...

anyway.

Saw this super video as introduced by a friend. :D go see go see.

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

Mom

:D

saw this just now. :D

Reminds me of what kids would say: "My Mum said..."
:D
"My mother said I can dont do this."
"My mother say I dont need to bring this"

My Mom said I could


Link: http://sg.video.yahoo.com/video/play?vid=22719

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

T.Day

3 months into the job and this is my first Teacher's day.
First bonded job that I've picked up... lots of thoughts and queries.

anyway,
let me talked about the more light hearted stuff since I'm more motivated to rest now.

Received plenty of gift, but tot of sharing 2 of the most interesting ones.
Both came from my Pri 3 science class.

This's from my child that has cerebral palsy.
what's interesting about it?
:) Look at the picture, or click to get it enlarge



Didn't put up the front pic as his name is on the front.
Maybe it's just me, but I feel that he has plenty to say, just couldnt put it into words so decided to draw lines. as what TV has shown.



and another who's really weak in language...
The form teacher said "this is the best he could manage"
His card really touched me. :)



The girl from my form class, whom I scolded the most amongst all girls, got me a gift from Precious Moments. :D

and of course Teacher's day is not without performance...
The pretty people that I manage to take pictures of


From my form class,


Hip-Hop Dancers
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The Sun Set and Teacher's day dinner came in.


My level teachers,


People I'm a little more involved with besides my level.

Dinner ends around 11.30,
went to Breweks,
2 left then we went over to TCC, spent alot of time walking around, finally settled down at Clinic


Quite a cool place,
People sit on Wheelchairs and Hospital Bed look-alike.
Cool place to hangout.

Left at 3am cos the place is closing,
Reached home at 4am, slept at 5am and woke up the next day around 12pm, :D
Its at least 3 months since I last did that.

:D

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda