Saturday, August 25, 2007

why?

Communication breakdown is an irritating thing.
Don't understand why some people just refuse to talk on the phone, but prefers to sms or msn, ends up jump into conclusion, and ruin a wonderful friendship...

hmm... think im too caught up with it...
kk, got to let it go.
I pray that the people in the situation is matured enough to not let it affect anything.

*yawnz*
tired... go sleep.

:D this is hilarious! can you imagine a rat running away with a Receipe book? :D
Its in the theaters. :D

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

Friday, August 24, 2007

why?

:)

realize that i've been trying to walk away from my own world recently.
dont know if it shows that I'm curious about how others lead their life,
or I'm just sick of my life.

*haiz*

kk, got to lift myself up.

I Love Me!

Its funny how things work.
Its suppose to be 1 guy for dating relationship, many guys for friendships.
But people prefer it to be many guys for relationship, 1 guy for friendship.
*dotz*

Why do people go back to their past when the are lost for a moment, or lost their hope for the future.
Why did it not be to search on for something new. Something Else to live for rather than what that has been disappointing in the past?

As a adolescence we cultivate the "body movement" skills
As we began to grow, we begin to cultivate intellect skills.

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

Thursday, August 23, 2007

study?

Just had a chat with a friend from NIE on the phone.
He raised the idea of studing again while teaching.

Was very tempted to be step into the career path of a councilor.
So should i go ahead and study along that path?

Haha~

Be Bless,
Love,
Amanda

My Blog

My Blog

My blog's my mummy, not as in real mummy in any sense, just a comfort name.

Mummy...
I'm so tired and upset...
Its so unfair!

This sept Holiday, I really really want to go on a holiday.
Call me silly, but I think I really deserve a break after this first semester.
I know I am capable, but I dont think the kind of workload I am carrying is really how it is suppose to be.

Go with friends, Its difficult to co-ordinate dates.
Go alone, daddy dont allow.

Its so unfair!



I love me mummy... what can I do?

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And then the logical mind will tell me these:
What's your problem. Will you die not going on a holiday?
What is fair if it is according to your standards.
Like secretly allowing ur tears to drop will help.

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Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

Monday, August 20, 2007

But God



Now I see why and now I see how.
Just happened to be reminded of me apologizing to a fellow colleague because of my attitude.
Had a flash back of what another colleague said to me when she was trying to get points back from me.

I saw just how it was. How important it is to be humble, letting ur words be few, and having the ability to apologize.
Not because someone has corrected you and it is expected of you to apologize,

But being different, having the ability to apologize, what would seem to be as something that pride would not allow.

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CA Period now. Marking has driven me to the brim.
Exhibitions coming up.
Brownie Revel coming up.
all within this 2 weeks.

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Made a decision to skip Brownie induction last saturday.
Was very motivated not to go for sunday service since I've attended the Saturday one.
But I know that is not how it is suppose to be. So I went.
Receiving and letting Love flow through me.
The way to break through to the next level is by forgiving and being good to the people you hated the most.
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When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
Ye though I walk through the valley of shadow of death, I will fear no evil. For you are with me, your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
Fear not for I am with you.
And my Lord will meet all your needs according to glorious riches by Christ Jesus.
I am more than a Conquerer in Christ.
Because He who is in me is greater than he who is out there in the world.

Come to me you who are weary and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
Learn from me, for my yoke is easy my burden is light.

But God!
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There is a need to learn to work in and by the Spirit, Just as related by Kathryn Kuman and the author of a book - See Drawing Near by John Bevere.

Letting God going before me, moving according to His will.
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Addressed myself last night, so Glad I did. :) God is good!
I'm a nice girl, maybe thats why.
I Love Me! :)
Looks like there are plenty of guys that will be like him, just got to learn to sit on it. :)
Amanda Val, Thats my name.

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Hallelujah!

God is Good!

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

Sunday, August 19, 2007

reflection

Was just watching tv
wah... so much reflection...

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help even though she insist she didnt want.
weak though there is much strength.
tried all his might to protect her. - Thats falling in love.

The beauty of the simple-ness that comes with it.
Being drunk, not having to care about the consequences.

Him having the ability to, the smart-ness

first time encounter,
hence didnt know how to handle,
misdirected attention.

The struggle to know and handle the difference.

the tears that filled the eyes. the tears that slipped down the cheek accidently...
She was hurt again... by someone who least wanted to hurt her. Even deeper than ever before...
That very moment the eyes met... the feelings come rushing back, the tears comes swooning to the eyes.
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:D

Dunno if it stirs something up in u
:D

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda

Saturday, August 18, 2007

blined

I am blinded...

its a crazy week ahead...

today finally did something that I normally wouldnt have done.
I skipped the Brownie induction program.
Needed that rest so much...

the best time to rest is before the need to rest...

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda