Saturday, June 28, 2008

random

Just saw the movie LOTR, 2 towers
Saw the inner battle in Gollum's life

How it won by proclaiming that the master will take care of it rather then depending on the other half who have brought them through.
Seems like that other half is really mean.

Reminds me of us,
the old man that got us through, through means and ways that brought us through to where we are.

But now we have a new master, nailed to the door at the year of Jubilee.
Believing and trust that He will take care of us.

He never fails.
Just and always on time.

-
Yey the photos. But I wanna sleep now~

*yawnZ*

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

Friday, June 27, 2008

update

Its friday~!@~!~!~!~!~

got to go sleep soon~

TGIF? Yup, Today God Is First~




anyway, happen to read a friend's blog, talking about relationship.

:)

Relationship is such a intriguing thing...

Its complicated, at the same time so simple.
You got to seek after it, grab it, maintain it, renew it, and stick with it. At the same time, its just between 2 person and 2 person only in this whole wide world. One Man, One Woman

Hmm...

When I Fall In Love (Duet With Nat King Cole) - Natalie Cole

Anyway, lets just put tt aside,
tomorrow morning going Sembawang Park!
School Staff Bonding!

Its mandatory for me to take photos! :D
not exactly of my colleagues, :D

its kind of like a one year one time thing.
Look at the header photo~
thats last year during my birthday period. :D

kk, got to go now~

thanks for coming by~
Tag me tag me!

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

* My First Love, Forever You Will Be, My First Breathe, You're The Life In Me, My First Joy, The World Can Never Take From Me, My Covenant With You, Jesus *

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

23rd Bday

Hello peeps~!

Today must blog~ Bcos today is 25th June, Wah... Wo You Lao Yi Shui Le... Hai Shi Mei Ren Yao...

Ni Wei~
:D

took plenty of trouble trying to get a photo with my mum and dad's face inside of it. :D

Thanks to Jeremy, my new cell member who stayed around to wait with me for my mum.
Its through him that I learnt to allow people to wait with me. Normally I'll chase people away cos to me thats simply a waste of time.
Hmm...
Anyway~

Here goes some photos~

sorry ar, abit stone so didnt play around much.


:D

Here It Is!

Crystal Jade 1kg Cakes are going at 40% discount after 8.30pm :)

First gift, from my cellmembers, as early as Sunday the 22nd June


Here they are~



2nd gift, from one of my choir member, just the night before :) Thanks Simon, really thoughtful of you :) appreciate it.


and also from my sister~

told her to buy me a wallet cos if i buy my own, I'll be super picky, if its someone else buy for me, I'll sure use. :D

seems like I change a wallet every year...
:D

last year was the one from a friend in SGClub, also white color one.

Open up and I saw a $2 note inside *stun*
ask my sis and she said nobody gives an empty wallet :D
interesting tot

also not forgetting the mini stuff one of my colleagues bought me and also a popular voucher from the school welfare committee. :D

Have yet to visit the beach to take some photos for this year. The header's photo was take on 6th June 07 at Sentosa.
Dont know wheres it gonna be this year...
*Holiday gone...*

kk, tts all for today~

Got to get some close eyes~
Good night everybody~

Please feel free to shower me with gifts~

:D

Counting my Blessings

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

Sunday, June 22, 2008

DYtM

Dare You To Move

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existence
Everyone's here
Everybody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
What happens next?
(CHORUS)
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistence
The tension is here
The tension is here
Between who you are and you could be
Between how it is and how it should be (yeah)

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

-

Dare You to Move

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

HoW

Heart of Worship

When the music fades
And all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the ways things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus

King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath

I'll bring You more than just a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus

Its all about you
Jesus

-

Being blind to the whole world, but so sharp and alert to the heart of God.

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

Saturday, June 21, 2008

GU

*yum yum*

Hi all,

so sorry, think it was a really long time ago that i last came to blog.

Been real lazy and buzy.

the whole week was like 9 to 5 mon to fri.
*tired*

anyway, saw the new batch of Beginning Teachers that is posted to our school.
Then came to realize, ya, im not so much of a BT anymore...
wOh...

Was just observing them and some of the more senior teachers, realized that... they also dont talk.

Dont know why, it just remind me of the need to really grow up.
Be more mature in the mind.

Feels like im not so sheltered and looked after anymore...

Time to grow up.
not just in school,
in church as well.

kk, shall not talk much, got to get prepared and go out le. :)

Thanks for coming by

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

Thursday, June 12, 2008

woman

Went to the PC show today and had lunch with a couple.

So enjoying their presence and their company :)

they've been married for 2yrs, been together for 13yrs

their way of communication and how the girl just leaves things for the guy to handle.

how one knows that the other is always quick to react but didnt read carefully and so would say "Wait" and study the terms and condition for the other.

How one knows exactly what the other mumbles about when it comes to sitting arrangement.

How one knows what the other wants to order in a jap restaurant.

How one is always sharing with the other about what's been happening in the everyday life.

So Sweet...

ANyway,
it sure takes alot to keep a relationship going.

True enough it just reminds me of the different roles a male and a female plays in a relationship

:)

If guys would be man, would girls be ladies?

Must go get the book!
forgot whats the title le...


*poUt*

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Nanjing

Hey peeps
Manage to post up part one of the nanjing trip,
go check it out
Have to host it somewhere else cos dont want unnecessary to this blog :D

http://avnjl.blogspot.com

all of the Nanjing updates will be there.

thanks~

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

Monday, June 9, 2008

W

Was just watching Kung Fu Panda when this tot came to me,
why is it that the noun

"Tigress"

sound more intimidating than the noun

"Tiger"

funny aint it?

no wonder people say Hell knows no fury of a woman's wrath.

Wanna go take up a Degree in Education Program. (The next batch)
Wanna go for either a Mission or England in Nov 08
Wanna get a SLR camera by Nov 08
Wanna get out of debt by Aug 08

Wanna get into SOT at 2010
Wanna get Lasik by 2010

Will do my Nanjing Blog entry on another blogspot site, will post up the address soon :)

thanks for coming by~

Be Bless,
Love
Amanda

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Patience

Just got reminded,


Patience is a sign of maturity,

the ability to withhold things that are pleasurable in-order for the fulfillment of things that are bigger than self.

interesting...

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

Monday, June 2, 2008

mouth

Still uploading part of the videos and photos that I have with me, so thought I should just blog about the things that I wanted to blog about before I left for Nanjing but didnt had the time.

Previous entry I mention that changes are called for at the moment.
and my leader asked what the changes were

Was at the tables doing marking the other day, its always a case of joke and words exchanged that will lighten the mood and make marking alot more bearable and enjoyable.

Due to the time constraint, we order buns from the canteen for lunch.

A colleague of mine accidentally ate someone else's buns (different people ordered buns with different fillings)
So that someone else asked "where are my buns?" I replied him, YYY accidentally ate your buns.
then came the reply "Oh, someone ate my buns" meaning someone ate his butt... as in bun = butt cheeks...

-_-"

and ya, much laughter were created, everyone enjoyed themselves.
Then more of such silly turns and twist of words went about.

At the end of it all, a colleague of mine mention about the things that I say, kind of like "Open mouth and out comes a controversy"

The other day I was just having a chat with my mom, she was speaking of my dad, how he would be speaking about everything when he gets onto the bed. dissatisfactions about my mom, my bro, his work, his health.
At the end of it all, my mom reflected and mention, its because of his health that all these came about, on top of that, the way he talks has much sarcasm that theres always a quick end to the communication with other people. and mind you these may not necessary be sarcasm that is meant with contempt or any bad meanings. most of the time after such exchange people would laugh.

I realize that alot of time, the conversations i have with the elders (not necessary leaders in church just people that are elder than me) around me, it always ends off with a laugh, be it about my silly-ness in my speech or just the way things are present.
Its kind of like a reflection of my dad.

It is indeed good to bring about joy.

But I want more than that.

Above that, I want the things that I say not show that I am silly, littered with sarcasm or anything else that does not edify.

I want the things that I say to bring about Life, bring about edification. Bring about wisdom that will help, that will lift up the people around me.

Its about thinking more and speaking less.

Everything that I said will be carried forth, like Pastors on stage, the mouthpiece amplifies their words.

Time for a change,
Season for a change.

To girdle the tongue and let the Spirit take control. Let it bring life and not death.

Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speak, so let the heart then be sanctified.

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

Sunday, June 1, 2008

2nd June

Back :D
Learnt much, realized even more.

Will update when all the pictures are in.

meanwhile,
enjoy this MTV that got all my kids laughing. :D


Got to go see doctor tomorrow. :)

See you guys around~

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda