update

Dear blog...

I am so down today...

With fever and gastric flu and diarrhea
and i have to explain to my boss why did i forgot to call my partner...


Yours truly
Amanda

still

Reminder to self.

Sometimes you thought you are wise and so you speak alot.

Actually someone might just be thinking that you are speaking more than necessary.
Be smart, be still.
Sometimes stillness can speak for itself.

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

Kelvin HCP

Went to fellowship with some of my members,
then one of my members came up with a business idea.



:D

Pray for him ba,
not sure what course to take up after O Levels. :D

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

DVD

Just finished listening, viewing "This is our God" DVD by Hillsong
felt touched.

and if theres one thing that I can take away from this 1st encounter,
its

*Rejoice, for in trials and tribulation is God's will fulfilled.*

Cry as you might, for thats when God's comfort can come forth.

Sing to the Lord,
Bring forth a sacrifice of Praise.

Go and Change the World

For with a shout He will lift up the battle cry!

Great is our God and Greatly to be praise!

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

update

Hi all~!~!~!

waH
sorry ar long long time no blog le,

Went for BS the other day, and got reminded.
Its only at the place of Trials and Tribulations do we experience the comfort of God.
If we are always at a place of Comfort, do we therefore then still need comfort from the Lord?

2 Cor 1:4
who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.

That we may also comfort others with the comfort that God has comforted us with.

So many times again and again, we need to be reminded, that we are able hence and thats why he decides to put us in that a situation.
cos no temptation has come upon except those that is common to man.
and His grace is sufficient.
Dont give up, Get up, dont you know the work of the cross has already been done?

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Went by to my primary school the other time.
*soB soB* its been converted into a make-shift market...









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Went for course the other day (also) :D
got so distracted ended up drawing...







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Was in service, when i got reminded.
Dont get yourself into trouble simply by taking a shortcut.

Was just seeking comfort, cos I was very tired and drained.
Just keep having visions and flashback of depending on a man, and leaning onto him, hiding in his arms and rest, being away from everything else.

WoH, that is so nice.

Its so easy know, to just get into a relationship and get all that.
But hey, so much comes in the package.
:D
The guy's character as a whole.
The correct kind of rest.
The amount of commitment.

So why not seek the true rest.
Seek out What Drains and What Fills your Tank.

Got to plan time for swimming.
Build up cardio strength and strengthen my feet. :D

kk,
last picture of L
:D my colleague's toy



:D
Just saw this picture! :D
HAHA! my younger brother (pic of about 3 or 4 yrs back) is so much like my present cellmember. :D



HAHAHAHA

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

20th Jul

Its 9pm on Sunday the 20th

today didnt go church

felt so off.
But nvm! because this shall be a week of breakthrough!
Hallelujah!

Am sitting in-front of the comp having soup so can have medicine later and then start marking.
Heres a Shoutout to my Members~
So Sorry Vincent~ Couldnt go down to visit man! Happy Birthday by the way!
Hey Kelvin, dont worry, O level is just once in a lifetime, you'll get through it! Jia You!
Kar Jun~ wAh, drink more water man! you'll be fine pretty soon!

and of course the fantastic girls in the cell group~ RoCk On!

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and ya... didnt get to go down and abide 2 of my friend's baptism as well.

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Was reading one of my friend's blog, Reuel Eugene Tay
He too have his baptism this weekend as well. :D
Praise God!

So much empowerment is going on!

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Finished reading the book
The Penny
by
Joyce Meyer and Deborah Bedford

its a good novel
will post up a review when I have time

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Was in the lift just now,
got reminded of the much that is happening in school that i didnt get to share with my leaders.
How these things, I've shared with the mentor in school, but not yet to the leader from church. and directly have an impact in my actions that follows that does affect them.
Selective accountability or just didnt thought necessary?

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Blogs increases the level of exposure,
the level of criticism
and hence lift up the level of integrity as well.

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Just came to realize,
before a level of breakthrough,
It can either be a period of stagnating, or a period of faith war.
Which is more exciting?

What do you say?

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Desperate I'm calling out your name,
I'm falling I cant feel your face, its so cold that I
I wanna go home,
Wanna feel your arms around me,
can you hear me
save me

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Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

update

Blog post #334


the end product of the sewing :D
with the owner always asking people "Can you read whats written on the button" and people would read it out loud and he will feel so proud.
Because it says
"KJ Rocks" :D

CG Outreach Sentosa

didnt manage to join them running around at Sentosa.
Left soon after cos wasnt feeling my best.
Got to go see doctor tomorrow...

Friends!







who does tt guy look like?

Pretty girl~



wOH~

Group Photo~



My feet shall be confined to slippers at home

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

update

Piorities in life

What are the things that only I can do?

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

UPdate!

Hello Hello~!

its time to lift up this blog man, its so dull.
like proclaim the deeds of mr tan man.

Nah, this blog shall glorify God~

Anyway, Met up with previous CGM last thursday~
:D
It was a good day of catch up~



my eyes are so small...





Handsome and pretty right~
Since I move out from the cell, it became an international cell. Cos all the China and Korea citizens started coming in~
So Bless!
So Shall this new cg multiply!
:D

Introducing one of my cgm (new cell)

no, not Mr Bean toy
The man behind the Mr Bean Toy

Thats Kar Jun~
Was just chatting with him and another of my cgm, he is a special child as well. wOH, and its like so not obvious~
Great is our God, greatly to be praise.

Was just sharing with him on how he was playing with his toy,
lots of other guys sure wont play it the way he did.
Guess thats the difference,
The love that is from above to within, that gives one the ability to hug the bear and just be so comfortable with it.
Cos in certain culture, its unman for a man to be hugging toys. :D
Thats call security~!
POWER~

Oh ya, the poor toy, string broke in the middle :D
and he said, "dig out the heart through the hole and put in the heart of the servant"

:D

Haha!
So brought it back home with me to patch it up and putting on a belly button.
So difficult to sew siA...
didnt learn cross stitch when I was young to put up the KJ Rocks! :D
Will take a picture when its done~

Life is really simple back in secondary school days.
When 2nd hand toys is good enough. :)
When sitting next to the person that one likes is good enough to make one happy. :D


oh and heres a clip of him and his friend Yuanjin playing badminton... just warm up only...
Listen to the sounds...




3 of my friends are going for baptism this weekend.
So Bless~
Had mine. and my photographer came all the way from Africa oki~
Dont play play. :D


he is one of them.
and the guy in blue from my previous cg. :)
and of cos the pretty girl in my previous post, from China, Sarah.

:)

So Bless
this re-birth and this outward declaration!

Going to see doctor tomorrow,
dunno whats been up man.

But Nevermind!

When Mr tan rise up one level against me,
My God and I shall raise Up yet another level against him~

thanks to the cg thats been praying for me~

HIA!

Up Up and Away!



Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

sprained...

Sprain my leg again...

and I need to go for the mediacorp audition tomorrow....


Same leg as the one from Nanjing....


I love me...

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

update

Happy Birthday Sarah~

My ex-cell member in N351
All the way from China~
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This week been a real cool week.
Struggling in school. Fast on Monday and Wednesday.
Thursday had a feedback session with my Reporting Officer in school,
Felt really tired for a while, work so hard so much, but it doesnt seem like my class is any of the best.
So not satisfied.
Got to push my pupils more.

She was just sharing with me about being a classroom teacher.
The way I am, about me having abundance of Love to give to pupils.
About kids willing to learn things for me. FOR me.
Can you imagine that.
"Because its Ms Ng, thats why I studied."
Such a heavy burden.

The part that got me crying was the realization of me loving myself even more than the kids.
She said I have alot of love to give them.
But I'm always facing, mumbling about not enough rest, not having enough time.
It just throws the fact that I dont love my kids more than myself.

Dont know how to handle.

Then came friday,
Session with Rev Mike Connell
Not much of a Glorious Deliverance.
That came much later.
anyway,

Rev Mike shared about teaching.
He himself was very much a teacher, principal, curriculum planner, and all that education stuff.

Was in serious doubt, Am I called to be a teacher?

He preached about being given a calling at that point of salvation.
I believe I am.
If not, then why not other jobs then.

Message:
Excelling in your calling
1. Shift Atmosphere
2. Presentation of Self
3. Philosophy of Classroom Management
4. Dealing with inner life
5. Attitude towards student
6. Creativity and Innovation

Being an ambassador for Christ in the classroom.
Tapping into the faith level of reception.
When people see your classroom teaching, they are impressed by the life of Christ that is being manifested.

At the end of the session he gave an altar call.

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Service came and went.
Monday was back in school doing marking.
Super high level of temptation.
Couldnt take it anymore.
Stopped the marking, cross my arms and prayed,
Confessing and knowing that that wasnt from God, it is just an attack and He can help me through.
Got through it straight after the prayer.
Felt magnificent!
God is good!

Indeed when one is driven out, seven comes back.
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Went for manicure session.
Felt great man!
Looking forward to pedicure! :D

Would like to go for hair extension as well. :D

kk, these are just few seconds kick,
got much to save up for. :)

Thanks for coming by~

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda

update

Hello hello,

ya man, its been a long time.

anyway, hadent had the chance to share,

got to put up something soon.

got this last week.

Anointing comes to those that are committed.
Empowerment comes to those that are committed and able.
Experience comes to those that are committed as well.

Is experience good? important? does it feed you?

Meeting 3/4 next Monday for my Bday!~

This year's birthday is so boring...

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda