I!

Finally the most dreaded time has come!

It is now tuesday 7+pm,
in 24hrs time, I'll be driven off to my Brownie Guiders camp.
:D I made it sound as though I'm going CMPB. :D

But Ya,
Its entirely O% Motivation.

Its Holiday,
I Am Sick.
I Need to Rest.

But its full Wednesday to Friday in Camp Christine.

Where is God in this?

I want to do what I want to do
I!
I!
I!
Me!
Me!
Me!

Felt so buried.

Do I have a choice?
Yes I do.
Defer the course.
But that would be smacked into the Asian Conference, and No, I dont want to miss that.

oki, i am extremely immature in handling this.

Haiz...

Life is what I want it to be.

I'll go ask God for an answer...

Be Bless
Love,
Amanda