man

Realized that it is fun to be going out with guy friends that you know you wont start a relationship with, or for the matter wont have a result with.

I like the openness in conversations, the opportunity to dig out the romantic ways the person will behave. That is especially even more fun when u know it be weird to ask someone else unless it has already been pre-decided.

Then again, when u begin to be so open, u would want to be someone, something more. Thats when its not possible. and the occasion calls for, it feels even more sadden.

But well, thats life, if u can be special to all that u are open with, then special isnt tt special anymore.

I'll just be nice and standby as a friend.

Be Bless~
Love,
Amanda